
I would spend hours, days, nights gluing these little bits of magic magnetic tape which were sometimes no bigger than a centimeter. Thus I was able to create a new style of rhythmic sequences. Finally, I had found an original niche-my own style,-humorus and unusual. While we're on the subject, I want to say that I never had any preconceived notions as to selection-that is, preferring one sound over another; I was as if possessed by bulimia! I was recording everything I possibly could, and thus accumulated more than 3000 basic sounds, heteroclite and varied, knowing that one day or another I could incorporate them within a rhythmic sequence.
As far as random chance goes, in my musical creation it never played a predominant role. Surely chance exists at a certain level of inspiration in artistic creation, but a true creator must know how to use it without being dominated by it. It's the job of the creator to master chance. An artistic creation, whatever it is, is too important to be left entirely to pure randomness. As a source of inspiration, the artist must take into account but learn how to master it... and consider it as a wink of the eye from destiny. In 1962, I had the extraordinary experience of playing one of the largest stages on the East Coast: the Radio City Music Hall of New York. I was there for six weeks, seven days a week, four times a day, in front of more than 6000 spectators at a time. This was fantastic and exhilarating. And in 1963, at a cocktail party, I had the luck to meet a man who for me was Merlin the Wizard: Walt Disney. We had several long conversations, during which he explained his views on the search for a perfect creation. He would say things like, "You must never let your creation get out of control. You must always improve it. Work, without respite. Perfect your work without interruption, without allowing random events to direct you." He was an inspired person, a true giant of professionalism and one who could always be called a "great initiate." He always encouraged me to go further in my research and to be a perfectionist-I owe him a lot and pledge him eternal respect and veneration. Unfortunately, Walt left us in 1966, but for me he is still alive. Thanks again, Walt, for your teaching and your advice which I always try to follow to a "T"! Your suggesions and your advice were so precious and were always infinitely helpful to me during my entire career.
(Note: I must say that I
love and admire American a lot. It is the rare country where one
finds professionalism and exemplary perfectionism in the field
of show business and in the artistic world in general. Artists
are considered real human beings and not "products"
used to make money, as they are in France-especially at this time.
I understand how one would be proud to say, "I am an American
citizen.") Anyway... I would return to France, sometimes twice a year. The fairy tale was continuing, because thanks to my stage act, I could travel for free First Class on the magnificent cruise liner, S.S. France, in exchange for three shows per cruise. So I was living the true life of a billionaire without being one. From 1962-1970, I did 18 round trips on the S.S. France, and met great personalities such as Alfred Hitchcock, who was a fascinating man-unusual and unpredictable. One never knew if he were joking or talking seriously. He was very impressed by the Ondioline and interested in my research; he encouraged me to continue. I met many other interesting personalities, but the list would be too long... Each time I went to Europe, after only a few weeks I would return to New York, which attracted me like a magnet. I was always possessed by an intense desire to create... by an unqenchable thirst to accomplish more. I felt like I was living a hundred miles an hour. I was literally treating each day as if it were "the first day of the rest of my life."
If we look at what has been happening during the past few years, we see humanity at a transition period. The era of Pisces is ending; little by little we are titlting into the age of Aquarius-and this does not happen without risk or inconvenience. Human beings are faced with numerous stresses: the eternal spectre of world war; the dangers of increasing pollution and vandalism; political scandals; recession; unemployment; anxiety at the coming of the Year 2000-and much more. Technology has developed faster than the general consciousness: spritual and moral values have not been preserved. Like Dr. Frankenstein, man has been surpassed by his own creation and technology. People feel a crippling desensitization.
For family reasons, I had to return to France for good in 1970. I became an administrator and then the musical director of a French ballet company for three years. Because of my American experience, I was in demand to create radio and TV commercials "in the American way." I recorded other humoristic records, one for a Canadian company and 6 for a French company. I continued recording movie soundtracks in France and in Europe, plus jingles and cartoon music for French TV. I also oriented myself again toward research in therapeutic sounds, and my new "therapeutic prescription" was recently released... this time with the goal of inducing a state of relaxation and well-being in persons who are stressed and anxious.
- (Written in 1993)
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